# AGE:17 going 18
Seriously Gary i know is my fault for not coming,i really can't wake up.
Since you say until like that,fine next time i won't come for any fucking ridiculous match as i'm not even a single interested in it.Playing with you all to me is very stress,i'm not a good player i know.But let me tell you all this playing soccer is to enjoy the game not to win.winning is not everything,play seriously but have fun too.From what i see this team are playing too seriously,and it isn't fun at all playing with you guys.
I've told zhao hong before this already,don't play too seriously just have fun out there,you're not playing any competition or anything,play until so stress for what?
You say i'm irresponsible,ok indeed i am sorry about that cause that's who i am.I'm irresponsible to certain things not everything.
Since you said"if u dun want to play for this team u can jolly well fuck off"Ok,i'll just fuck off.happy?
I don't like to play soccer simple,i don't like to play too seriously like you guys.i've no passion in soccer.I play soccer because Zhao hong ask me to play because that's the time we gather.Gary think of this,if you ask a person who doesn't like soccer to play soccer every time what will he do?try not to come,try to give excuses not to come right?that's what i do,cause i don't wanna play soccer.Every time you all tell me,next week got play soccer,i'll think twice,should i or shouldn't i come.Firstly i thought of you all as my friend,cannot also ps you what,But then i really don't like to play soccer,and you all keep asking me to go play soccer.Other than soccer what can you say?Every time soccer soccer soccer.You all not sick of it,i am sick of it.I keep it to myself because i treat you all as friends.But i really can't tolerate your attitude.It's my fault alright?If you don't want this to happen again don't ever ask me to play soccer anymore,simple as that.I don't want to argue with you,so i'll just fuck off from this team.
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