# AGE:17 going 18
Who can find me this song please!!!!!! i need it urgently!!!!
3:17:00 AM
But i did went to school to see the counselor,and receive a good news.
The principal is really kind,he let me go to the class i want and some more i no need to take the secondary 3 NT exam but the MOE had to agree with it first,so now hoping that The MOE would agree so that i can go to 4NT(4A).
But i had to study for EOA and CPA haiz... Who can teach me??
Actually i went to school is to take report book but ms pang went out already but then mrs palan told me ms enuice wanna see me so i went to look for her and receive this news.
Yesterday i think a lot ,and i cried='( Because i scared retain in Sec 3 but now i still scared lor,But if the MOE agree then i very happy le=)
Tuesday gonna school see the principal,don't know what he will talk to me,hope is a good news.
Today is totally boring never went out haiz...
No one jio me out=(( so boring.
I wanna jio people out also cannot,all not free.
Now don't who i like sia so confusing haiz...
I wanna this holiday be fun but don't know how to be leh haha weird hor,sure very bored de lor.
Currently right hand injured=( cause of my stupid act,go hit the window pane then middle finger there swollen.
Today finally download "永恒国度"it took me so long to find this song-.-
I think i really had to lock my feeling,so confusing,who i like?.
6:38:00 PM
Then slack at eileen's house watch some idoitic movie half way,went out explore serangoon and as they told me there's a japanese cemetery near by so we went there and i scare them haha:) so funny.After that went to the new peicai secondary which open next year,yesterday saw alot of songkas so suay lor.Ohh ya they keep going to 7-eleven siao de.
Then went eileen's house slack for awhile again then wentout for bike except for alicia,poor her had to ride on scooter=X
We ride till xin min there if i'm not wrong then went to a woolu playground then heard some weird noise and they panic haha funny sia.
Then went her house again sleep,i never really sleep lor because of alicia-.-Keep kukuing and use pillow whack my head.
It's was fun going out with them but abit bored la cause keep walking lor.
Then 12+ went to take bus to alicia house there and i take bus 139 home it was a very very long journey for me saw some sickening old woman talking loudly at the bus and she was so arrogant la asshole,i hate this kind of people.Anyway that sickening woman didn't spoiled my mood=)
Gtg le bye^^
It's isn't good to lock feeling but sometimes you have to.
3:46:00 PM
Haiz... i don't know what i'm thinking seriously=((
now my emotional is neither sad nor happy kinda weird is so weird haiz....
Feeling is taking over me=(
Tired of this life,I'm so confuse of my feeling.
I feel like crying out loud,i feel like dieing.
Now who i like i also not very sure le.
I'm a failure of everything.
Really no mood to talk now,bye.
3:41:00 AM
Now crazy for alterbridge Album:"Blackbird" thier song rocks man^^
My 2nd earhole almost close sia si bei heng ar^^
Now currently not in a really good mood so don't make me angry.
Will i go back in the old school?
The most painful thing in the world is when i stand in front of you and yet you didn't know i love you.
Exam for me is a disaster haiz...No use looking back,must face the future,i may be sad must stuk=ll must carry on this life.
Later going singapore river for some stupid reason i guess it will be boring,i rather stay at class and sleep..
I'm happy that some people jio me out=) hope that mre people will jio me out as i don't know how to jio people out haha i'm stupid.
I think i gonna go to either sec 3 or 4 NT next year le haiz....
I miss the old days when alot people ask me out and have alot of fun and never left me out.
But sometimes i have to face the fact that maybe some people just don't like me.
I'm not that emo as before le isn't that a great thing=))
Nowadays alot of people smoke,even the guai one smoke too.
Is smoking a kind of releasing stress??haha maybe it is.
Alot of people have change mostly changing from good to bad.
I think mostly is peer influence ba,haiz... even me too.
Have you ever love and lost somebody?
i shall end here. bye.
Missing the old times together with you,i'm so happy at that time.
4:56:00 AM
I'm back hahahaha, i'm insane today....
Don't know why suddenly damn freaking high sia.
Blasting technnooo hahaha.I can't control myself right now!!!!!
Searching for satanism who know all about this information tell me man!!!!!
Get high!!!!! HAHahaaaa exam over,nothing to worry le,can do anything you want le.
Smoke,drink,drugs are healthy hahahaaa.
Now i'm just simply a devil,An Angel of Devil.
Quintessence
10:55:00 PM
Today never went for my maths and history paper because i've stomachache haiz....
Don't know can retest anot,cannot i also bo bian liao le..
Yesterday went to Bukit merah library with yishi and zi qi.
Went there to study =) but kinda bored there and saw alot of old friends especially wee leong.
And the zi qi keep on taking photo and draw my hand-.-
Yishi study until very weird sia the slogan "And then hor" haha make me laugh like hell sia.
And got 2 p6 people who is yishi's mei and her stead ask ziqi is she childish? and is she p1,and i was like OMG!!!!haha but nvm la yishi sound is like that de cannot blame=x
Ok i think i saw post till here bye=)
Sensation
4:02:00 PM
Went to burger king with, zhao hong,edward,jian sheng,jian zhong to study,then went kim seng to study because some of us can't concentrate there.
Saw zhao lin at kim seng study room,and i was stun that his hair is back=x cause long time never see him le,time fly really fast.
Anyway tmr having SS and EL2 wish everyone good luck,GAMBATEH!!!!
Ops i almost forgotten Happy children's day=X LOL
Don't give up till the very last second.
2:25:00 AM
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