# AGE:17 going 18
Wish you had a great time @ aus^^
It's not a prank or dare is the fact that i really like u.
Please believe me.
Do give me chance.
I've wait for a few months le,then i dare to tell u.
Even if you rejected me,i'm ok with that cos I'm the one who is willingly waiting for you.
i know is too sudden cos we haven talk for a long time,cos i don't to talk to u.
I thought u'r avoiding me.i felt really sad.
If it's a dare i also don't dare to tell u.
But what i say to u is really true,all the things that i told u is from the bottom of my heart.
If i never tell u,i'll regret for my life.
This is my first time confessing to a girl do u know that...
10:31:00 PM
How i wish i can be him(Chan Ho Nam(center)
Never sleep today....abit insane hor haha=))
Do nothing much but searching pictures....
So bored=(
Quite long never blog le cos lazy to.
Changing personality in progress.
Hope that i can change to a better person.
I never think too much le,isn't it great?
My sleeping time change again haha.
Chalet coming in 18 days time,hope that it's a very wonderful chalet.
Can everyone tell me my weakness?
"You should be you","Do what you can do"
When i went doing my IC:
The woman in the counter:你是什么信教的？佛教？
Me:没有教。
I didn't notice until my friend told me that i said 没有教,starting i don't get it then he told me=.=
U know what my friend ask me to say?：什么lanjiao.(LAme)-.-'
"When u like a girl,u should ask the girl because if you don't ask is 0% chance but when you ask is 50%."Quote from:山鸡(古惑仔)
isiz true?
6:51:00 AM
古惑仔
TML birthday le nothing special to me,and i think i won't get what present i want ba=((
To me birthday is just like normal day,how i wish i can have a normal life.
9:51:00 PM
All the Minutes-to-midnight Pictures!!!!!!
Today doing nothing jsut stay at home and slack,having flu-.-'
Dunno got celebrate my this year 15th birthday anot,birthday to me is nothing but if got surprise sure make me happy^^But i don't think got any surprise de ba....The present i really want is you,but i don't think i can get it le=( I still don't dare to love a person.I don't know you know i like you anot but i can tell you,I Love You.
9:25:00 PM
Today i'm kinda happy but keep thinking of you.
Today went to orchard see alot of people esp My Gan-NU-er!!!^^
Then went shopping with my jie and friends after that jie's dad treat us eat=))
After that went to HQ play pool.
Then went home...Melvrick if i didn't spell wrong ur name ur the first eat-glass-man sia!!!!!
BORING!!!!!!!
HAPPY BELATED 35MINS BIRTHDAY SHERMIN!!!!!!!!!!
12:35:00 AM
I finally wanna blog really had nothing to blog actually just bored and came here to blog since my blog is like dieing...
Now i wanna learn to really love and hate a person,weirdo hor,like i'm a baby learning common things.
Linkin park album is release,FINALLY!!!
Maybe i think too much le.MAYBE
I even think how to be a real guy being mature and not childish,is this the age to be mature?
Maybe not,but no one likes a guy to be childish like a kid playing catching around the school right?
Do you know that i like you?
How long i'm gonna wait like this?
I cannot give up,because i really like you,do you know that?
I don't think you read my blog.
If you really read this can you give me a chance?reply me please
只要一天没放弃，奇迹还是会出现的。
If die can solve all my problem,i rather die.
9:53:00 PM
Happy belated birthday jasper!!!!
Happy belated birthday yexun!!!!
Yesterday went to jasper house so hard to go sia-.-'
i was walking around the whole condo and can't find jasper,then in the end they found me ha
Then went to the swimming pool and MAKAN!!
I don't really makan,then saw asha,daphne,zhixun,vera and pamie
Starting i was bored there cos nothing to do then i went to find pamie,talk alot of things^^
Pamie try not to think alot to make urself stress la ok??
Then xiting went"head stand and hand stand"so funny la she was so hyper haha is a good thing rather then emo^^
After that went to the swing and *swing swing*When going to 7-11 pamie suddenly disappear,i really don't know sia then xiting kanna scared ^^and pinch me-.-
After that pamie was kanna scared by me too haha
Then went to the depot 7-11 buy things to eat and drink and take cab back.
After that we went clearing the bbq area and went to jasper house and sleep,but i can't sleep and went out and saw pamiie and daphne then went swing i was thinking alot of things when swinging.Then i went back to jasper's house and fell asleep.
Then about 10+ i left his house and went home and slack awhile then went to play Bball with derrick and zhixun.
Then went home and sleep le till now pIG right?XD
3:50:00 AM
Happy 4 minutes belated birthday Rain!!!!
Happy 4 minutes birthday Derrick!!!!
Seems like may is a birthday month so many people's birthday including me.
To me birthday is nothing to me but if someone i really love could say happy birthday to me i'll really be very very happy.
This year birthday maybe is on the sec 3 camp le ba haha maybe is a birthday present from the school=)
Ytd i use all my brain cells to think what i've done for the pass few years,i regret of what i've done.
I cried for quite long and feeling very sad,the feeling is so hurt when u think of the wrong things u have done,Last time i don't know how to cherish things,but now i know how to but i've nothing to cherish now except time.
I'm happy because you still reply me,really very happy le thank you.
I'm very tired today too because ytd i cannot sleep and cried for the night.
When i wanna sleep i kept having pictures in my mind the things that i've done the things that i shouldn't said.
Something that really makes me regret for my life is :
1.My grandfather
2.You
3.My friends,the things that i shouldn't done to u all
4.My parents
5.My study
and etc....
Ytd i also think of ending my life,because i'm so regret and sad.
Maybe my friends you all won't believe what i ahve written here but i do really regret and really sad.My expression is happy but my heart isn't.My heart is like a hole in the wall,It hurts.
Anyway i don't think anyone care about me, and i don't think anyone is reading my blog,and i don't think anyone believes me,maybe is just a crap,maybe u all will think u will regret,u will feel sad,come on u so beng will feel regret or sad meh.Ya i think many people is like that think de ba but who knows?
Thank you for those who care for me but those who wanna irritate me please FUCK OFF!!!
Sorry for the vulgarity.
Ending here bye~
奇迹是自己创造的.
12:04:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUN TAT!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMMIE!!!!!!
Nothing much for today just cut me hair-.-
Tmr..........
10:19:00 PM
有人说，相信就做的到就一定做的到，相信做不到就做不到。
我相信奇迹会出现。
就算下一秒是世界末日，只要那一秒还没出现，我会一直陪你到最后，永不分离。
就算记忆不再了，可是爱情是永远会存在的。
Believe in yourself,I'm sure you can do it!!
Love is only a feeling.It have a very powerful power that anyone can imagine.
Love can give happiness but also can make a person evil.
Cherish what you have now or you will regret forever.
I hate fate.I want to change my destiny I WANT TO!!!
I'm not a puppet of fate.
I do want to change but do anyone gives me a chance to change?
Now i'm like living in a solitude planet so lonely.
Do real love exist?
I hope yes,I want the real love not just puppy love.
Ha why i wrote these things i think i'm insane writing craps that would never happen to me and who i think i am to change my destiny.
Do anyone know how i really feel,i think no one can...
MYE is coming so what it's a exam that everyone scared of,why?because they never make any effort...Work hard and Play hard!!!
I can write this but i can't do it,so friends do work hard and play hard.
Don't regret after doing things.
And don't ever say sorry after you do the wrong things,what has been done is being done no one can change the fact.
Don't change yourself because of a person,but change for yourself,if u change for a person it's isn't a real change but a temporally changes only.
How long can you love a person?if you don't love the person anymore will you become the old-self?
People please grow up and stop doing childish things like making a friend without any reason just for fun?i think it's not funny when u make a friend angry,maybe the friend will hate you for life who knows?
The person i love i think you think who you are if you read this i hope you really give me a chance,i know i'm just a person with no courage but i really love you and i know you got your love one already i'll wait for you,even you reject me also never mind because i'm the one who ask myself to wait not you to ask me to wait.If you really found your true love i give my blessing to you and him...
12:16:00 AM
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