# AGE:17 going 18
Today have 3D'07 outing!!!!!!
Ms pang a thousand thanks for your treat!!!!really thank you=)
Today really had a wonderful time with you guys.
Hope that we can have more of it,but i'm in the different class next year=(
Jasper you are really a entertainer man,you make us more high,haha thanks for your dancing,joking=D
4:44:00 AM
We are like wandering ghost looking for place to slack and have fun,but in the end,we end up in mcdonald eating breakfast @ 4 am.
When going home,it suddenly rain heavily so i waited for about 45 mins and i was sick of it so decided to walk in the rain.Actually walking in the rain was quite fun=)
Reach home straight went back to my room even i was wet,but ain't that wet so i heck care.
Stoning at home for the whole morning,not much to do.haiz... so decided to search for meaningful poem.This is what the poem wrote entitled: Lonely am i
Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am i,in so many ways.
Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
So lonely am i,that it bring tears.
Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am i,to reach for a knife.
Lonely is this court room
Lonely is my sentence
So lonely am i that i for repentance.
By:Jim foulk
I think is a nice poem,hope you all will like this poem=)
Still got 1 more poem compose by me,entitled:Lonely
Lonely you
Lonely me
How lonely can you be?
By:Wee leng^^
I know is kinda short,haha i'm not a good composer anyway.
Think i should go bye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE TING!!!!
10:53:00 AM
The rock have one more new movie called"the southland tales"
Actually nothing much to write,i think shall end here bye=)
12:26:00 AM
And i found out that there will be My date with vampire 4!!!!!! But there won't be ma xiao ling and kuang tian you=(
Yesterday went running with jian sheng,eugene,zhao hong,we ran till cresent then rest at aka mansion for awhile and took some photos=) photo will be up soon when i get it.
I can't imagine about next year,haiz...I'm afraid.
I just can't sleep=(,I felt so stress,i don't know what am i going to do if my Grandma know that i'm retaining.
How i wish no relative or parents care about my study,how i wish there are no education in this world.
About next year what class would i go to?A rowdy class with some childish and irresponsible people?
I can fool others but i can't fool myself.Loving a person who doesn't love you,it's miserable.
What's the feeling when you are being love by the one you love?
I had never had that feeling before,maybe it would never happen to me.
Some people says wait sure have one,how long must i wait 10 years?
All the miserable things had happen to me in this year,all the unlucky things had happen.
Being retain,suddenly have depression,insomnia.Suddenly a huge branch drop on my head,loving a person who doesn't love you,Feeling so lonely every single day.
Maybe this is just my life.
Sometimes people can be sad until they can't even cry,It's better to cry out but i just can't,i felt so uncomfortable.
5:38:00 AM
Can't go out with my friends anymore right?
Maybe seldom only ba won't be like last time=(
Haiz... I'm not sad nor happy.
I'm just scared that my friends will leave me alone as they are not in the same level as me,or will they look down on me?
Maybe i'm not the study type ba.
I failed in everything,love,study,and all the things i wanna to succeed.I just can't do it even i told myself that i can do it=(
IHATEMYSELF,i just can't be what i wanted to be.
9:12:00 PM
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