# AGE:17 going 18
Nu er thank you for advising me
I don't know what i'm think maybe i'm just being stupid or what =(
Why i'm crying why??
Maybe we should not know each other in the first place
Maybe i should leave u alone...
But i can't cos i like u really like u
I'm sorry for liking u
I don't think u know that i like u maybe u know ha=(
I'm being too emo i think
Now i'm in pain with my arms,legs and head
I think i deserved it ba
Maybe i shouldn't even stay in this kinda world
I'm sorry to everyone that i've make them sad or unhappy
Maybe i'm not fit to be with u ba
i shall end here
For those who don't knwo please don't ask what happen
11:30:00 PM
Chalet is quite fun first day we went to old changi hospital,had a 1 hr+ ride there T_T so tired lor when we reach there starting it's quite scary but when we go in i'm not scared already don't know why maybe there's too many people there or something^^
2nd day went to red house i saw nothing the first time but the secnd time i did saw something....
School reopen i did went to school on the first day that's today and i stay back till 3+ to learn math T_T
Then i went home sleep liao,what a boring day haiz...
My report book wrote that i 22 days nv go school,8 days late i think i had more than 8 days late lor^^
And Bro break p maybe is a good thing cos if she don't really like u what for going on is a waste of time
When i'm in school i felt quite lonely haiz......
What has been done is been done！！！！
6:06:00 AM
I'm depress becos of ?? i also don't know kinda feeling wierd
I'm being covered by dark clouds,feeling lonely,like i'm the only one in the world,no one can understand how i feel now...
Love can be beautilful when u found the right one but i just.....
I keep smoking recently ha....cos i'm sad
I love sad songs,Sad song can make u more clearer of what ur'll thinking
Chalet coming wish that i won't emo in those days,or else alot people will ask me why...
Single good or stead good??
I don't dare to think cos i'm too bad for any girls to like
"requiem for the lost ones" a very nice song
Should my life have only sadness?How to find happiness can anyone give me?
I'm weird yea...I feel like crying out loud...
Maybe some people will think i'm crazy why suddenly i felt so depress....
12:25:00 AM
What's in my mind now is empty juz don't feel like going to school
6 years of friendship is gone becos of a game wtf is that i can't believe i even like u b4 do u know how to think nvm forget it when u know how to be more mature then u talk to me ba
And the fact is i never even went to ur acc....u can't even trust a 6years friend-.-
Wish that everything would go right
These few days i keep sleeping cos i'm sick but no one notice it haha=)
I hate people bullshiting so don't bullshit with me want talk talk properly don't talk crap be serious man sec 3 already please think la still being so childish only know how to fight wtf la grow up dude
Stop being so childish think be4 u act!!!
Stop calling people name-.- Those who call people names are so god damn childish
So what if u have backup bo ji 1 on 1 ar call people down do u think u so god damn good , i don't think so i will think that u sucks to the core
Control ur temper don't becos of a small thing then angry that's childish too
Too much childishness i've enough of it can ur'll be more mature
Can all my friends be mature?
I think they can but is only they want to or not,i want them to be...
Don't give up easily once u give up that's the end...
1:17:00 PM
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