# AGE:17 going 18
After so many weeks i've finally blog.
I'm tired of living.I've got no real aim.
I lost hope of everything.
Someone help me~(i hope is you)
1:22:00 AM
just watch finish tribute to michael jackson concert.
Rest in peace michael,and rest in peace yew fatt.
Why all Good people die so early but yet the bad ones live?
Where's justice?
The world is cruel,the gods too.
How i wish i could replace them.
I've lost of words.
You will never imagine how cruel this world is.
I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
I thought you would go then come back home
I thought the cold would leave by summer
But my quiet nights will be spent alone
You said there would be warm love in springtime
That was when you started to be cold
I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
But now I find myself all alone
You said then you'd be the life in autumn
Said you'd be the one to see the way
I never dreamed you'd leave in summer
But now I find my love has gone away
Why didn't you stay?
3:33:00 AM
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...
So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint...
My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go
So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control...
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don't ever let me know...
11:03:00 PM
why i seems so far away from everyone?
i want to be like everyone,be happy,enjoy life..
i ain't enjoying.i'm suffering.
What can i do?there's no friend i can really trust.there's no one i'm close with.
Sometimes understand a lot of things does you harm.
There's no one who really understand me,i don't even understand myself.
What i'm thinking.Who's my friend?i don't know in reality.
I don't want internet friends,all i need is a person who really care for me.
Am i being left out?It's like what i wrote in my essay,there's true friends and passer-by,why all are passer-by?
Maybe it's my fate to be alone.the "friends"i know seems so fake.
I'm crying from the bottom of my heart.
Stop saying i'm emo.because i'm saying this from my heart.
My heart is numb.Am i a failure?
All i need is to have someone to care for me.
I don't have family love like you guys.
What if i leave the world 1 day,will it matter to anyone?
I'm afraid to be lonely.I'm weak yes i am.
8:55:00 PM
Everyone must watch "痞子英雄" very nice drama!(:
Nothing much to blog about..
11:11:00 PM
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