# AGE:17 going 18
i really hate my life.
Just fucking hell die can already.
Since i'm not a important person to anyone,action speak louder than words damn it.
I hate to like a person,it always end with a sad ending.
Life is not a drama,it don't always have happy ending.
To me,it's all sad ending.
To all my friends,i know you all don't fucking hell care about me,please stop acting as if you fucking hell care about me ok?
I've lost the trust of EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
Why you all like to judge about people?
All of you are actors,can't you be true?
Is it very hard to be true?
I'm in a super bad mood right now,so many things had happen.
Soon things are going to turn bad,if this continue.
9:06:00 PM
Didn't went to school today..
Was slacking at home,then went to meet C and she's laughing like mad when i'm talking LOL!
After that pei her wait for bus then went home bath and take ball,to kim seng cc with kevin(:
Saw edward and his bro.
Tmr after school think should be playing soccer with ZH and cliques.
Nothing much to talk about.Ciao!
11:20:00 PM
Went to school...total defence day-.-
ms toh(chem teacher) gone crazy suddenly left the class...
Anyway went to town with b then meet felina and CUI MIN!!!
Cui min you look so mature sia!can't believe it!
Went to places from places~~~-.-
B your leg is make from metal de sia!won't tired de..
Went home and eat~~(:
Tmr will be a lonely valentine for me~~
9:54:00 PM
I did my time, and I want out!
So effusive-fade!
It doesn't cut, this soul is not so vibrant.
The reckoning, the sickening.
Packaging subversion.
Pseudo-sacrosanct perversion.
Go drill your deserts, go dig your graves!
Then fill your mouth with all the money you will save.
Sinking in, getting smaller again.
I�m done! It has begun, I'm not the only one!
And the rain will kill us all.
We Throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
There are cracks on the road we lay.
But where the temple fell, the secrets have gone mad.
This is nothing new, but when we kill it all
The Hate was all we had!
Who needs another mess, we could start over.
Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong!
Now there's only emptiness, venomous, insipid
I think we're done, I'm not the only one!
And the rain will kill us all.
We Throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
Fake anti-fascist lie, (Psychosocial)
I've tried to tell you, but (Psychosocial)
Your purple hearts are giving out. (Psychosocial)
Can't stop the killing idea. (Psychosocial)
If it's hunting season. (Psychosocial)
Is this what you want? (Psychosocial)
I'm not the only one!
And the rain will kill us all.
We Throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me. X2
Went to topone and sing for 6 hours-.- throat bursting out!
I'm so cold today!-.- sing while i shiver lol!
Tmr having that stupid situational writing,i don't have the format paper with me!die die!!
Tmr sure fail le=(
And had to wake up early in the morning,that's what i hate about school...
I'm the one with problems..i'm the one who change the attitude.
I want back the past attitude!i want to take back my words,i feel so weird.I don't even know how to talk to you properly now.Guess i'm not suppose to be in love in my this life.This may sound emo yea?Haha!
12:56:00 AM
Albino Chip and normal chip(:
It's so hard to keep a secret for yourself when it comes to ****
It's easy to keep others secret but not your ownself ones.
Finally for don't know how long(Hmm..quite long?)i said to *******
Hmm..I knew the result,i wasn't sad but disappointed.
Today didn't went out at all(:
B must takecare of yourself!
KSB sleep more!!! hahaha even though your parents don't allow you to sleep in the afternoon.
B&KSB you 2 are not FAT AT ALL!!!
2:10:00 AM
9:34:00 PM
What am i doing?
I'm trying very hard stop to be emo le..
I've been very stress now..so many things to decide..so troublesome.
I don't know how to decide=(
6:22:00 PM
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