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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

I felt so sad......
sotong i'm sorry i maybe emo
but i'm emo becos i really love u
But i don't think u will love me
Happy?? I dunno what is happy
Can anyone tell me what is happy?
Can anyone tell me how to be happy?
2 months is short? Try think of someone non-stop in 2 months
Think of her everyday every second
Can u ?
I felt so helpless
i Wish u would be mine
I wish the chalet wasn't open
I wish i would not be so emo
I wish for happiness to u
i wish for u
i wish i would not be sad
i wish u could be by my side
i Dunno what i should do now
I only know i want u
I want nothing but u
i dun belong to this world
The world to me for now is dark

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Monday, December 25, 2006

MeRry X'Mas to all my friends wish ur have a happy time^^

But i'm not happy at all=( cos i don't like this year x'mas eve haixz....

The worst christmas i ever had but never mind....

Now i know she like who the only thing i can do is wait and just see her happy can le

i feel like i now have no chance at all cos she's closer to him than me haixz

She can make her happy but i only can make her frustrate and sad....and she keep on askingme to smile when i'm sad i also wanna smile but i can't i know the smile i gave is very fake but i'm really sad u don't know how i feel now

i feel that i should give up cos he's really better than me in everything

But i don't want to cos i really love u lots

Maybe u can't feel that....

U and him yesterday and todae is like a couple not just godsis and bro le

he never break with her stead i don't gave a damn

But who u like i do give a damn about it

i know love cannot be force & what ur's will always be ur's as u said

i feel like crying now...

the moment i saw the pig in jj hse i will think of u

yesterday i keep on think should i give up...

And think of why u treat me good when u like another guy

i feel that i'm stuck in between u 2

i felt so extra

I felt so sad,so hopeless,helpless

I'm too emo i know i also don't want to,but i truely love u

Ya i know so what if i truely love u,u also don't like me haiz...

i think i'm not "the one" for u ba

If ur sad or troubled feel free to find me,remember i'm always by your side accompany u

U also don't think too much le...=)

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Monday, December 18, 2006

Haixz....dun really know what to write it's been 1 month+

But i'm still waiting for her....

I don't wanna think about this but can't control.....

miIe only can be friend with her now=(

Don't know when she will make a choice but i don't think she will choose me=(

I think she will choose "him"

Cos she and him is like close,i don't think is so simple juz godbro,sis only lor

And are u showing me attitude/are u in a bad mood?Haixz....i'm sad when u do that..If in bad mood tell me hor kz?

Maybe u'll say i didn't but i think u r......

If anything happen can u tell me i don't wanna u to keep it from me

How i wish u can treat me very good,how i wish u can be mine,How i wish.......

If u had made a choice i respect ur decision,since u said u wanna be single then be single lor but i'll wait for u de!!

If u stead with other guys i can only give u my blessing and i don't know what would i do nxt...

I'm trying not to think about this thing....

The more u treat me cold or give me attitude,the more i'm sad=(

I'm really very sad when u give me attitude and treat me cold....

i know like that say maybe u will call me and ask i where got treat u cold,i where got give u attitude....But u really did only u didn't realise or maybe u know....

I try to smile more and nt giving the face le....

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Thursday, December 14, 2006

ToDae Go celebrate serene bdae yea it's funny and happy haha^^
I woke up late as usual=p Sorry
I was late by 1/2 hour...er....really sorry
went watching "open season"with serene,yishi,nicholas,victor &jasmine
After that we went to PC BANG then arcade
Then Yishi and victor g2g so me,serene,jasmine & nicholas went PS walk walk then go yoshinoya makan then saw Rain....
Miracle sia she smile to me isiz real?haha^^if real it's great just wanna be friend with her again,hope that she won't be cold towards me anymore=)
And sotong MAYBE i may M.I.A lor If i'm really that depress
Tmr maybe going escape with kevin &.....(dunno who will go)
Wish to be good to everyone and everyone treat megood ^^ haha maybe i change or smething,yea serene u were rite maybe i had change

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12:26:00 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

HAIXZ......Dunno why suddenly talk to her i had nothing to chat.....

Maybe i may M.I.A

Maybe is the best way to cool myself down ba

If anybody were me what will ur'll do??

Why i talk to others got things to talk but not her....

Now i'm so depress,sad,luan,irritated & sian..

Am i more noisy last time??

I'm sorry for my quietness

I'm sorry for everything that i done wrong

I'm sorry for my attitude

I'll wait for you but i dunno how long i can maintain if we continue like this=(

I don't wish to be like this anymore...i'm quiet,ur quiet.....

Com'on let's think of something and talk

I'll try to talk more but please don't be cold to me i'm really sad when u'r cold to me...

I wanna back the old sotong...And the old me...let's be friend first ba and try to understand each other better and don't think of i like u all those kkz?

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4:32:00 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Haixz.....i'm so scared that she will like him=(

Todae,when i woke up alvin was using my cpu diao!!!

he so early call me -.-

then come y house my cpu haiz....nvm la^^

then we went to my school buy books so many books o.f.s.......

12.30 went tiong eat then saw bee lian!!!^^

After checking the time it was 1.09p.m!!!! i must reach school by 1p.m haiz then saw timothy,sorry if u didn't heard me say hi to u^^

Went to practice then Tupid edwin i stich still make me run 3 round and say me kay siaoT_T

After practice i went to kevin house meet then meet jas &grace at tiong to go pierce ears=)

i was so damn scared sia but after piercin i felt nothing juz that "tack"sound and no pain....i thought it's gonna hurt

Now feeling low cos i'm thinking isiz she like him?

Haiz...even she like i also can do nothing he handsome,rich,treat her nice....i have nothing to say if she like him=(

Just only feel sad and haizing....

Now at nite also cannot call her haixz.... sad=(

I'm feeling sad rite now so please dun irritate me all else those who irritate me will get it from me!!!!

But those who nv irritate me yea i feel great going and chatting with ur^^

Thanks to all those who cheer me up,i felt abit better....

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Saturday, December 09, 2006

Haixz.....talk about yesterday first ba actually wanna meet sotong at redhill MRT de....but i & kevin and alvin need to go eat and buy stuff so tricia went dere alone.....

then meet at JJ house then saw sotong like not happy like tat de...sry i'm late=(

Then 6.45 alvin and kevin went off le....

Then we went to tiong makan haha JJ really eat damn slow sia^^

then after that we actaully wanna go back JJ house de but we went t tiong park walk walk,chat chat.....

Then they talk abt LOVE....haixz....

I was lost at that time when talk to love lor...

then after that we walk walk and play *jie long*then sotong was so high=)

I was happy when she's high...But she sian sian de i also will sian sian de liao lor

Actually wanna wait for renzo and chris to come de...but in the end haven come so we went back home...

Then we rest for a while then cook soup and instant noodles and ate it..

JJ aiyo cannot eat too much chilli nxt time put lesser hor^^

Then JJ went sleeping, me and sotong watch the ring virus...haixz it's bored man...

Then i think sotong fell asleep ba then i also went sleeping liao lor..

But i can't sleep haixz...maybe thinking of stuff ba then i S.I.S for awhile then went sleeping le

6a.m+ she went looking for renzo and chris then 9..came back with them lor i was still sleeping=)

I went to hip hop lesson after that actually wanna go home first de but meet jiemin,derrick,kaijie liao so went in lor after lesson ZX wentlooking for GCH(HOD PE)

Damn fuckdup sia he wanna me back to basketball is a living hell if i went back i will definitely won't go back de lor=)

I saw felica & Dunnoe la but i know is from campus superstar de filming in my school then i went back to JJ house thn i fell asleep=)

Then they say wanna go play pool so i went along with them lor play for a few matches then i sian 1/2 liao....

Then we went back home le....

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Monday, December 04, 2006

Haixz....Today kanna waken up by kevin i thought is sotong haixz.....

then i called sotong afterwards we were talking but i had a feeling is not the same b4 chalet we were far to quiet....

What happen to u and me??

HAixz....U change alot after chalet....

U became more easily pek chek

I heard u scolding knn,i nv heard of u scolding bad words infront of me

haixz...i'm sad ....u were cold towards me too

I treat as my only one what u treat me as??

When we kept quiet i was thinking is u change or i change

U said i became more quiet i also dunno why...

You also became more quiet le......

Dunno what to do...

i dun wish to be quiet too....

i onli wan u to be happy...

i'm waiting for u.....

i don't want ur soul,i wan ur heart,as long as ur heart is with me nothing is impossible...

i don't wish u to be bad again...i know the sotong is a very cute and guaii sotong not bad,scolding knn..etc..de

I dunno what to do..u have change after chalet....

No more cute & guaii Sotong hiaxz...=(

I want the cute cute and guaii gauii sotong back....

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I will wait for u,protect u,love u,cherish u....

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

SoToNg Must ave confidence in urself if dun have i'm willing to give u mine^^=)
JIAYOU!!!!
Chalet...haixz....Starting of the chalet is ok de but i mess it up at nite cos of my stupid act and she became very cold to me after that haixz.....
When she became cold to me i felt that it's like the end of the world haixz.....
That's why i kept on haixz.....
i wanna her Trust but i dunno how to....haixz...
I Really want ur heart... Nothing can stop me from liking u i know i like that write very mushy but really i want u in my life
Never believe in forevr love cos the future is created by us not FATE
The 2nd and 3rd day is the same she still treat me cold but better la...
But still sad......And it hurts me....
That why i had a sad face during and after the chalet...Sorry SotoNg
I REGERT WHAT I DID IN CHALET....
I had too much to regret....
I regret not to tell u that i love u in the starting
I should not attitude to him
I should change of what i m now
i should not think of something sad when i'm in chalet
i should not always stare at u every second
I dunno why i keep on looking at u haixz....
Maybe cos i scared something happen to u ba i too scared that something bad happen so i keep looking at u lor u can think that i'm siao la but i won't do that anymore le
SORRY...

No more cute sotong=( Now my cute sotong dunnoe go where le dream land?lala land or whatever land haixz....

when i talk to her on i keep quiet dunno why maybe cos i know that she change and the feeling wasn't same the feeling was like she's becoming irritated towards me or disliking me

i was scared of that my mind was think isiz that i'm annoying or irritating

Of cos when i ask her she will say no...if i say really then she will say really or whatever u think lor...

haixz....2nd day of chalet i keep looking outside cos i worry about sotong scared that she kanna bully scared that someone any how touch her....Scared that she became 2nd smokers....

Sotong wan become ZHU liao sleep for so long^^

Wanna change ur nick liao ar??became xiaozhuzhu haha=)whatever i very lame hor=)

Remeber CDSS?should be CCDSS

Now i had confidence,courage,determination do u had it?

But sincerity and creativity is for u to judge de so i can't decide if i had anot=)

JIA YOU!!Must had confidence in urself wo zhi chi ni=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAOFENG!!!!!

Sry leh u never say i also forget ur birthday...

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