# AGE:17 going 18
Don't know what's happening to my body.
Have been drinking and smoking,wandering around my area..
Feeling so lost,who am i?what am i?
What's my aim?where's my goal?
Where are you?Why does your door shut against me?
Where's the sun?i only see darkness.
I felt so lonely and bored.
我的心好闷.
I find myself,irritating and annoying.
I'm a wandering dead man walking,that's what one of my friend had told me.
I've no personality,no character.
Sometimes you're cold,sometimes you're nice.
孤独 that's represent my current life.
I'm lost in the darkness,only you can take the light and shine my way out of the dark.
The words that you all said hurts me a lot,do u know that?
I feel like screaming my heart out.
Do i have hope?
10:45:00 PM
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