# AGE:17 going 18
why i seems so far away from everyone?
i want to be like everyone,be happy,enjoy life..
i ain't enjoying.i'm suffering.
What can i do?there's no friend i can really trust.there's no one i'm close with.
Sometimes understand a lot of things does you harm.
There's no one who really understand me,i don't even understand myself.
What i'm thinking.Who's my friend?i don't know in reality.
I don't want internet friends,all i need is a person who really care for me.
Am i being left out?It's like what i wrote in my essay,there's true friends and passer-by,why all are passer-by?
Maybe it's my fate to be alone.the "friends"i know seems so fake.
I'm crying from the bottom of my heart.
Stop saying i'm emo.because i'm saying this from my heart.
My heart is numb.Am i a failure?
All i need is to have someone to care for me.
I don't have family love like you guys.
What if i leave the world 1 day,will it matter to anyone?
I'm afraid to be lonely.I'm weak yes i am.
8:55:00 PM
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