# AGE:17 going 18
It's not a easy thing,but you have to.Not because you want to but is because you have to.
No pain no gain.
Don't be stupid!Don't always think of the past that makes you feel miserable,why not forget the past and live on?
It's not like the world is gonna end(to me i think 2012 it's gonna end?)Haha.
All our knowledge merely helps us to die a more painful death than animals that know nothing.
Best is to know nothing and die peacefully.
I'm not emo,this is me,this is what i am.
You won't get any further,unless you try harder!
No one can confidently say that he will still be living tomorrow.
Ok i'll stop the "life talk?"haha
Anyway these fews days i've made some great new friends(:
Was playing bball with them.
They are funny,jokers~~
Hope that this moment last forever.the laughter and joy that we had(:
And i shall call you "F"stop shaking your legs!!Hahahaha!
Ciao guys!will post some other days.
After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music.
11:01:00 PM
There's nothing to hide
you're no longer mine
There's so much left to say
but you are already not there
i miss you day by day
hope you will come back someday
the words that you said are so hurting
makes me non-stop crying
Please please don't go away.
Monsters are everywhere,they are hidden inside our soul.Sometimes they devour us totally.
I don't know what's important.
i've been lost in the forest of darkness,where's the hope of light?
Is there a hope of light in the darkness?
I don't know what am i thinking.
Some people say i think too much,i doubt so.
There's a movie entitled"14岁" it's so like me,not totally but mostly.
http://www.qvodzy.com/jq/jq_4598.htm
5:15:00 AM
These few days i've not been going school,just can't wake up on time...
I should go school today but i don't will i fall back to sleep not.Hope won't but i'll be fucking tired..
Stupid,i hate going school so damn fugging early-.-
Met thaijin and weili and zhixun today(:
Suppose to met LB but in the end LB went out with parent~
I'm so bored now!And it's been more than a year since i last eat dinner with my family.
i dislike my relative even deeper now.
I miss the old times,when i was young.
The older i become the more i hate being with my relative,they aren't understanding.
I didn't even bother to talk to them,stay far away from me suckers.
I'm trap in my own circle,i will like to get out but there's just something that stop me.
Human is a killing machine!The Earth is soon being ruin by humans' doing.
Sometimes is hell trying to get to heaven.I'm neither hell nor heaven,i'm Valhalla.
I'm writing crap!!BOREDBOREDBORED~~
5:26:00 AM
Lyrics | Eminem Lyrics | Lose Yourself Lyrics
1:59:00 AM
I'm totally moodless.
I don't know what i'm thinking.can someone be here with me now.
i feel terrible.
i feel very loss.
Who am i?
What am i?
why am i here?
Love?I've never been in.
Hate?I've never want to be.
Sad?i'm always.
Happy?i've always want to,but i can't.
When i'm sad,no one is with me.How pathetic.
i'm in a emotionless world right now.
three-sided person is scary isn't it?
i think i'm insane.
I'm always alone.
Am i being isolated?
The trueself of me is right now.I'm still emo.
But what i said is the fact.
I've never been in love.
I never felt love before.
No one understand me,not even myself.
I'm confuse.
No one ever try to understand me.
living in a world like this makes me sad.
Human are a killing machine.
1:22:00 AM
Being sad can't solve your problem,try to think of solution!
Be strong!you're not a weakling!2 1/2 year is just a figure!*copyrighted*
it maybe hard at first,but you still have to live your life isn't it?
Don't torture yourself,let your emotion out.you will get sick.
Get use to your life now!Don't be so dependent!So what if you don't have him?
There's so many *HIMHIMHIMHIHIMHIM* around!
Everyone know what's day is today?is the "APRIL FOOL DAY"!!!!!!hope no one get prank~ahaha!
Went to play bball with hock,hell,john:)
What's wrong with me?it's been in my head for a very long time.
Please fucking hell disappear!
Don't ever try to be emotionless,you will suffer!
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKOFFOFFOFFOFFOFFOFFOFFOFFOFF!!!!!
1:26:00 AM
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