# AGE:17 going 18
Isn't this picture nice?^^ (Gaara of sand)
Yesterday woke up at 4 pm then went ssc play soccer with zhao hong,jian sheng,alvin and gu eh gangs,saw eng teng and friends there too=)
After playing went home le,yesterday was a very fast day.
Are friends important or lover?
Didn't sleep today,after coming back from soccer,i've been watching naruto all the way till now cause i'm slower than everyone only watch till shippuden-33 nia.
Maybe after school come home and watch till the latest episode=)
Don't know for what thing i suddenly felt sad and emo.
I felt so loss,my mind is so empty till i felt so weird.
Or is just the song i listen makes me emotional.
It's better to be emotionless than emotional.
That's what i think.
Anyway got ta go.bye guys=)
5:18:00 AM
Yishi called and i went to T-net meet yi shi,yong kee,keng weng and friends and waited for wee hong,his gf and 2 friends.
Then we play bball together,woots kinda fun hahaha^^
Got 1 friend of wee hong damn gay sia,haha.
After that saw some of my school people so play with them awhile,then started raining le but for awhile only.
After playing bball went to eat at redhill market then went home.
S=Serve
A=And
F=Fuckoff
That's what my friend told me,hahaha.anyway gotta go bye=)
11:19:00 PM
(My current desktop background)
Went to school never late^^then have lesson,after lesson went to play Bball with jian dong,ming hui,xiao pang,onery,arthur,ying rong @ cresent.Ass lor wanted to go purmei play de,cresent bo net de,some more purmei the bball ring abit lower,to me is nice to play lor.But nvm la...
Took 195 home and while i walking the weather start to drizzle,i'm lucky i didn't caught the rain^^
Homed le then start to do my newspaper article,do till half way went to ah ma house eaten(delicious!!!!) :)
Then came back do back and watch 原来我不帅.Super nice!!!! End of episode le.
Hmm tml still will rain but it's only sprinkles=)
Hope that it's after PE than rain haha^^
Gosh!! the whole weeks is gonna rain!!!!!Sianzation-.-
Anyway gonna sleep soon=)
Bye.
千万不要留下遗憾，我们只有一条命，要珍惜我们的日子。
12:03:00 AM
i'm not happy with it haiz...
sorry for having a black face today.
form coach still the same sian la!!!!
How it feel to be evil,anyone know?
Maybe turning bad and let you hate me is better for you bah.
And maybe we are in the different class is good for you too.
I can only look at you far far away,it's so far that i can't really see you.
I felt so 无阻 haiz...
Have i ever been love?
Have anyone really love me?
Do i being so dislike?
I almost cry at class today.
Doesn't have i have a chance?
Someone please heal me,someone please love me=(
I'm feeling so weak now.
I'm lost.
I've been a good person too long.
It's time to let go.
Bye to me.
Bye to everyone that know the "weeleng" you know.
3:13:00 PM
Don't know who my classmate will be,ad form teacher wish it isn't Miss tan.
I had a very full sleep from yesterday hahaha^^
After school gonna yen's house ton,hmmm wonder what are we gonna do there.
Wish that would be fun=)
Remember friends is forever bgr isn't but sometimes you can't stand to be with the girl you love.
人生的得失不重要，最重要的是大家。
7:05:00 AM
Yishi next time book chalet try not to call your parents and relative come or else we like scared scared don't dare play play like in the room.
But the water bomb is damn fun hahahaha^^
The victim is yishi and yongkee congratulation on being bomb until very jia lat=x
Yesterday damn damn suay lost my wallet consist of $47 but heng never lost my IC and got my left leg injured =(
At night drinking breezer at beach then some of them like drunk drunk de so funny ^^hahaha
but from the chalet i know quite a number of new friends^^hehe
My right index finger got hurt too because i help everyone open their wine.
Anyway thank you for your chalet^^
Tmr going Yen's house ton ^^
Maybe i never go school tmr,cause of my leg injury.
Gtg byebye=D
8:24:00 PM
I'm in a very bad mood now.
I think i've become my old self again.
Want try fucking hell try me.
All i can is to be your friend now,at least we can be friend bah.
I'm angry with myself,why?
I'm sad.
I'm emo.
I'm better off dead.
I'm evil.
I'm just a different person from now on.
Isn't that better?
It make my life better to be bad.
Now i know why people like to be bad now.
I just feel like crying=(
I've been keeping my feeling inside me for very long le.
I wanna release out,it's too stress to seal my feeling inside me.
12:01:00 AM
1:12:00 AM
After zhao hong,me,,edward,hong hui and jian zhong went to height play soccer,performance isn't great yesterday,after that went to eat then i go arthur hse as i don't feel like going home.
Finally i said out to her,but kinda a rejection but never mind i'll wait for you=)
Do i have a little bit of hope?Or just i'm not a guy that you like.
The whole night i've been thinking a lot of things.
Sleep till 2+ nearly 3 then went to cut my hair,then went back home,and lend basketball from jit nung then went to purmei play bball with arthur=)
Hahaha tmr Gan Eng Seng VS Queenstown (B boys basketball semi final)
Onwards Gessians!!!!!
I think i shall end here^^
byebye.
9:42:00 PM
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