# AGE:17 going 18
And i found out that there will be My date with vampire 4!!!!!! But there won't be ma xiao ling and kuang tian you=(
Yesterday went running with jian sheng,eugene,zhao hong,we ran till cresent then rest at aka mansion for awhile and took some photos=) photo will be up soon when i get it.
I can't imagine about next year,haiz...I'm afraid.
I just can't sleep=(,I felt so stress,i don't know what am i going to do if my Grandma know that i'm retaining.
How i wish no relative or parents care about my study,how i wish there are no education in this world.
About next year what class would i go to?A rowdy class with some childish and irresponsible people?
I can fool others but i can't fool myself.Loving a person who doesn't love you,it's miserable.
What's the feeling when you are being love by the one you love?
I had never had that feeling before,maybe it would never happen to me.
Some people says wait sure have one,how long must i wait 10 years?
All the miserable things had happen to me in this year,all the unlucky things had happen.
Being retain,suddenly have depression,insomnia.Suddenly a huge branch drop on my head,loving a person who doesn't love you,Feeling so lonely every single day.
Maybe this is just my life.
Sometimes people can be sad until they can't even cry,It's better to cry out but i just can't,i felt so uncomfortable.
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