# AGE:17 going 18
Happy 4 minutes belated birthday Rain!!!!
Happy 4 minutes birthday Derrick!!!!
Seems like may is a birthday month so many people's birthday including me.
To me birthday is nothing to me but if someone i really love could say happy birthday to me i'll really be very very happy.
This year birthday maybe is on the sec 3 camp le ba haha maybe is a birthday present from the school=)
Ytd i use all my brain cells to think what i've done for the pass few years,i regret of what i've done.
I cried for quite long and feeling very sad,the feeling is so hurt when u think of the wrong things u have done,Last time i don't know how to cherish things,but now i know how to but i've nothing to cherish now except time.
I'm happy because you still reply me,really very happy le thank you.
I'm very tired today too because ytd i cannot sleep and cried for the night.
When i wanna sleep i kept having pictures in my mind the things that i've done the things that i shouldn't said.
Something that really makes me regret for my life is :
1.My grandfather
2.You
3.My friends,the things that i shouldn't done to u all
4.My parents
5.My study
and etc....
Ytd i also think of ending my life,because i'm so regret and sad.
Maybe my friends you all won't believe what i ahve written here but i do really regret and really sad.My expression is happy but my heart isn't.My heart is like a hole in the wall,It hurts.
Anyway i don't think anyone care about me, and i don't think anyone is reading my blog,and i don't think anyone believes me,maybe is just a crap,maybe u all will think u will regret,u will feel sad,come on u so beng will feel regret or sad meh.Ya i think many people is like that think de ba but who knows?
Thank you for those who care for me but those who wanna irritate me please FUCK OFF!!!
Sorry for the vulgarity.
Ending here bye~
奇迹是自己创造的.
12:04:00 AM
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