Sunday, December 03, 2006

SoToNg Must ave confidence in urself if dun have i'm willing to give u mine^^=)
JIAYOU!!!!
Chalet...haixz....Starting of the chalet is ok de but i mess it up at nite cos of my stupid act and she became very cold to me after that haixz.....
When she became cold to me i felt that it's like the end of the world haixz.....
That's why i kept on haixz.....
i wanna her Trust but i dunno how to....haixz...
I Really want ur heart... Nothing can stop me from liking u i know i like that write very mushy but really i want u in my life
Never believe in forevr love cos the future is created by us not FATE
The 2nd and 3rd day is the same she still treat me cold but better la...
But still sad......And it hurts me....
That why i had a sad face during and after the chalet...Sorry SotoNg
I REGERT WHAT I DID IN CHALET....
I had too much to regret....
I regret not to tell u that i love u in the starting
I should not attitude to him
I should change of what i m now
i should not think of something sad when i'm in chalet
i should not always stare at u every second
I dunno why i keep on looking at u haixz....
Maybe cos i scared something happen to u ba i too scared that something bad happen so i keep looking at u lor u can think that i'm siao la but i won't do that anymore le
SORRY...
No more cute sotong=( Now my cute sotong dunnoe go where le dream land?lala land or whatever land haixz....
when i talk to her on i keep quiet dunno why maybe cos i know that she change and the feeling wasn't same the feeling was like she's becoming irritated towards me or disliking me
i was scared of that my mind was think isiz that i'm annoying or irritating
Of cos when i ask her she will say no...if i say really then she will say really or whatever u think lor...
haixz....2nd day of chalet i keep looking outside cos i worry about sotong scared that she kanna bully scared that someone any how touch her....Scared that she became 2nd smokers....
Sotong wan become ZHU liao sleep for so long^^
Wanna change ur nick liao ar??became xiaozhuzhu haha=)whatever i very lame hor=)
Remeber CDSS?should be CCDSS
Now i had confidence,courage,determination do u had it?
But sincerity and creativity is for u to judge de so i can't decide if i had anot=)
JIA YOU!!Must had confidence in urself wo zhi chi ni=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAOFENG!!!!!
Sry leh u never say i also forget ur birthday...

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